I am so behind on these posts.. Alot of things were distracting me these past few weeks... forgive me!~
LOL at my skirt blowing away... I just wanted to show how flowy it was! (^◕ω◕^)
Product List+ Where from~
1.) ACDC top -Forever 21 from 6+ years ago!
2.)Mint Green Skirt - Forever 21
3.) "Allen Allen" Cream white oversized jacket- Mothers closet (really old!)
4.)Platform sneakers in black - Ebay
5.) Snake bite scar- JK I got two mosquito bites that coincidentally happened to be right next to each other and they turned into scars because I couldn't stop itching them : c
**Btw I am wearing a glow in the dark beaded bracelet, but I forgot to circle it! I usually give these out at random as free gifts if you purchase anything at my shop!
If you're wondering what lens+makeup I used I listed them in previous posts!<3
The sweets at Starbucks always look so delicous.. Saving $$$$ can be so tough sometimez especially when it's that time of the month..
There's something about the feeling you get sitting in coffee shops that are so....... what can I say..... Calming?
It's the same feeling or mood that silently melts over you when you're looking over the dozens of heads bobbing to the speed bumps on a public bus. You look around realizing where you are, what you've accomplished, who you've become, and in the end you realize it's all because of you. Yeah sure, there are things in your past that have helped sculpted who you are and what choices you've made, but it's you who done them. You can look back at all your worst self ego crushing moments that make you cringe, and you could try to make excuses and say it's because of things that happened to you. Or "let" happen to you. Because you didn't know any better? Because you were just stupid. As clueless as you could have been, there has to be the tiniest voice in your head to tell you how wrong it was.. But you still did dumb things. You still went along with it. Right? Does that make me a bad person?
Maybe during that time, a little, yes. But not forever. I still strongly believe that every soul has a powerful pure sparkle that can make up for all the wrong that's been done, and more.
It's what you do with your worst experiences, and how you deal with it is what makes your character. Whenever I fall into these deep thought processes I think about these sort of things in hopes to reassure myself that I'm still worthy of being special to someone, because it's times like these where you start to feel lonely. And it's not just love lonely, just feeling alone in the world in general.
It's moments like sitting on the beach and inspecting the true line of the horizon to see if it's accurately straight from start to end. Your mind drifts away while your eyes unknowingly trace the images in front of you. You see stuff but what you're looking at doesn't configure in your brain. Because you're so deep into thought. Weirdly it's things like having the faintest flashing shadow; pet the sun over the lids of your eyes while passing untamed trees on a long road car ride-
that can wake you.
And make you look around to see you've fallen asleep in the backseat of a car. Or imagine how much warmer it would feel if your head was leaning on a shoulder or lap, or anything really.
It's times like these where you're left alone to think. And it's so, so bittersweet.
I didn't even get any coffee either, I got a vanilla bean frappe and I still went home with the most bitter sweet feeling ever! hehe. Okay that was corny. but seriously. I've been feeling so weird and off lately but oh well.
OH WELL KRIZKO. OH WELL.